Oh my word, big mistake sitting home and doing nothing! Been hanging around the house, can't ly down anymore, can't watch tv, so what do I do......I google!!
So, I google - LOW AMH - bad, bad very bad. There's so many woman out there so very worried about their very low level, which in most cases are 5 and above, and have had unsuccessful IVF's...and I'm like WHAT?????...mine is 0.26!!!!!
Some thoughts going through my head:
I must be crazy to think that IVF will just do the trick...I don't even know if there will be any eggs to retrieve, will they fertilise, will there be something to put back????oh shittttt - the fear is just overwhelming!
I'm trying to stay positive and yes I do have hope, a friend of mine fell preggies with her first IVF attempt, also with very similiar levels to mine...BUT who says I will react the same to the meds???
I guess it's no good thinking of WHAT IF, WHAT IF, I'll have to face this demon, and I will have to walk the walk, one step at a time. Thank God I'm not alone, He said that He will never leave me nor forsake me....He promised me good...so that will have to do....I'll have to give over all my fears and trust that whatever the outcome, WE'LL BE OKAY!!
No more Dr Google for me today!!!
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I remember the first time I googled low AMH I freaked out completely! I don't even want to know what mine is now (denial is bliss!). There is still hope though in IVF. Some ladies have amazing egg retrieval rates even with a low AMH. I hope you will be one of them ;-)
ReplyDeleteThanks Cal! So do I, have my next appointment next month, and if I'm right start with IVF Jan. Just have to wait and see what my eggies do....go eggies, go!!
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