Oh my word......never knew that "blog land" can sometimes just go so terribly wrong!
So, here's what I think of it....
I think it's a place and space where u can just be yourself, a place where u should be able to write what u feel when u feel it. It's nice to have friends visit and comment on your blog, but that's not the reason why u write!! If u read someones post and have a comment and it's not something good..shut the hell up! I don't think u post just to hear if someone else is offended by your blog, in any case I don't think anyone should feel offended by poeples feelings.....if u don't like, get out!
Yes, if someone talks about u, u for sure have the right to comment, good or bad....but when u blog your feelings, good and bad, it should be respected. U should be able to be open and honest here, hell where else will u be able to let it all out......and ja, it won't always be nice, and sometimes it's not even who u are...it's just the way u feel at that point in time.
So, if u follow or like reading someones blog - good for u, most likely that u will get good out of it, however if you don't STOP going there!
Just my thoughts...take it, leave it, use it or loose it!!!
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Dr Google NOT always your friend!
Oh my word, big mistake sitting home and doing nothing! Been hanging around the house, can't ly down anymore, can't watch tv, so what do I do......I google!!
So, I google - LOW AMH - bad, bad very bad. There's so many woman out there so very worried about their very low level, which in most cases are 5 and above, and have had unsuccessful IVF's...and I'm like WHAT?????...mine is 0.26!!!!!
Some thoughts going through my head:
I must be crazy to think that IVF will just do the trick...I don't even know if there will be any eggs to retrieve, will they fertilise, will there be something to put back????oh shittttt - the fear is just overwhelming!
I'm trying to stay positive and yes I do have hope, a friend of mine fell preggies with her first IVF attempt, also with very similiar levels to mine...BUT who says I will react the same to the meds???
I guess it's no good thinking of WHAT IF, WHAT IF, I'll have to face this demon, and I will have to walk the walk, one step at a time. Thank God I'm not alone, He said that He will never leave me nor forsake me....He promised me good...so that will have to do....I'll have to give over all my fears and trust that whatever the outcome, WE'LL BE OKAY!!
No more Dr Google for me today!!!
So, I google - LOW AMH - bad, bad very bad. There's so many woman out there so very worried about their very low level, which in most cases are 5 and above, and have had unsuccessful IVF's...and I'm like WHAT?????...mine is 0.26!!!!!
Some thoughts going through my head:
I must be crazy to think that IVF will just do the trick...I don't even know if there will be any eggs to retrieve, will they fertilise, will there be something to put back????oh shittttt - the fear is just overwhelming!
I'm trying to stay positive and yes I do have hope, a friend of mine fell preggies with her first IVF attempt, also with very similiar levels to mine...BUT who says I will react the same to the meds???
I guess it's no good thinking of WHAT IF, WHAT IF, I'll have to face this demon, and I will have to walk the walk, one step at a time. Thank God I'm not alone, He said that He will never leave me nor forsake me....He promised me good...so that will have to do....I'll have to give over all my fears and trust that whatever the outcome, WE'LL BE OKAY!!
No more Dr Google for me today!!!
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